The entire Christian community has been shocked by the revelation made by Trey Pearson of the group Everyday Sunday, Trey Pearson. In a letter to his fans and all Christians admitted that he’d been fighting the urges since he was a teenager.
It reads: “I was scared of what God would think and what all of these people I loved would think about me; so it never was an option for me. I have been suppressing these attractions and feelings since adolescence. I’ve tried my whole life to be straight.
I married a girl, and I even have two beautiful little kids. I had always romanticized the idea of falling in love with a woman; and having a family had always been my dream. In many ways, that dream has come true. But I have also come to realize a lot of time has passed in my life pushing away, blocking out and not dealing with real feelings going on inside of me.
I have tried not to be gay for more than 20 years of my life. I found so much comfort as a teen in 1 Samuel 18-20 and the intimacy of Jonathan and David. I thought and hoped that such male intimacy could fulfill that void I felt in my desire for male companionship.
I always thought if I could find these intimate friendships, then that would be enough.” Pearson had revealed that up until his wedding night he’d never made out with a girl, he says that he has “mixed feelings” about the changes he’s encountered.
He continued: “While I regret the way I was taught to handle this growing up, how much it has hurt me and the unintentional pain I have brought Lauren, I wouldn’t have the friendship I now have with her, and we wouldn’t have our children.
But if I keep trying to push this down it will end up hurting her even more. I am never going to be able to change how I am, and no matter how healthy our relationship becomes, it’s never going to change what I know deep down: that I am gay.
I hope people will hear my heart, and that I will still be loved. I’m still the same guy, with the same heart, who wants to love God and love people with everything I have.”…. We Nigerians luv u regardless….